tan facil es olvidarme
facil de reemplazar, no creo q llegue a ese nivel , me cuesta millones pasar una noche sin saber de ti pero ati se te hace tan facil q quisiera saber como lo haces, quisiera mover mi vida a otro lado asi poder olvidarme de ti pero por ahora no puedo, quiero pero no puedo lastima q mi unico hombro es mi blog, lleno de lagrimas, escondite de mis penas, te llame para saber como estabas almenos estas bien, duele saberlo pero estas mejor sin mi, y yo no creo pero el tiempo cura todo. Termina tu vida, yo hare lo mismo, quiza crucemos caminos alguna vez, el peru ya no es para mi no me queda nada mas q traer a mi mama, el capitulo parece q se termina y no es otro final feliz. Anhelo de demencias, promesas a medias, todo quedo hay amor es solo una palabra, muchos la dicen otros la expresan no te dejes enganiar se puede ser feliz estando solo, es el unico camino q m queda. ty
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
It's sad to read all of these comments because behind all of them, there is a person who believed and took a chance for a love he or she felt and now that person is just a blurry figure in their own minds. I am one of these people and I miss that "blurry" person; she is closer to who I am than "this" person who trudges on, day by day, wondering how I got into this unsatisfactory life, when I thought I was paying attention every step of the way. Being vocal, listening, supporting, asking for support...I did it all. And yet, I'm here...
"interesting stuff"
"interesting stuff"
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
now..
makes me fly so far
so long so beautiful
you make me want to burst
glow
inspire
away from the nite
into the dawn
between ur arms
so warm
soft and red
precious daylight
don't ever end
let it shine you face on my mind
forever
while i live
ill be here
waiting
breathin
you
so long so beautiful
you make me want to burst
glow
inspire
away from the nite
into the dawn
between ur arms
so warm
soft and red
precious daylight
don't ever end
let it shine you face on my mind
forever
while i live
ill be here
waiting
breathin
you
Thursday, September 30, 2010
solo quiero...
Respirar el aire q respiras
Sentir tu aliento en mi cuello
Mirar donde caminas
Oler tu aroma
Rosar tu piel, suave real
Ver tu sonrisa nacer
Dormir contigo en las estrellas
Noche interminable
solo quiero...
Sentir tu aliento en mi cuello
Mirar donde caminas
Oler tu aroma
Rosar tu piel, suave real
Ver tu sonrisa nacer
Dormir contigo en las estrellas
Noche interminable
solo quiero...
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Lovely Lovely life
Just came back from a lame ass mexican party, couldnt dance , kept on textin my buddie and idk somehow tryin to pull off a good nite since the girl is probably having fun at the rock concert, srsly im glad im already back home, she didnt email back...maybe its ok this way, trying not to be so clingy taking out the fact that im not with her anymore but i still think everything's gona be arite, ill get some1 to get the biz goin and finally be happy for at least once in my life with the person i deeply adore.
Hoping, waiting, sweating on that fact to come to me already, nothing that will happen will ever cover that dramatic wait, maybe i should come back like this but noo i cant be a coward so here's a SONG to cheer me up cuz everything's gona be arite like marley said.
Hoping, waiting, sweating on that fact to come to me already, nothing that will happen will ever cover that dramatic wait, maybe i should come back like this but noo i cant be a coward so here's a SONG to cheer me up cuz everything's gona be arite like marley said.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Worst Day
After been off of my blog for like a year I guess I'm back with bad news. Well I've been having these weird feeling of lazziness lately and frustration for not getting something new or adding something exciting into my schedule which i think is normal for a guy of my age.
For some reason this last couple weeks I've been feeling overwhelmed maybe for the amount of work or just because the amount of hours I put in everyweek which lead me to be more secure about my neighborhood and "NOT" taking care of my stuff anymore and not even the stuff I bring into my car like Company Cellphone, Keys, letters and things like that.
I've never been aware of thefts in my area but I knew I'd happen to me eventually, however I didn't payed much attention to it until the first bad thing happened to me on thursday morning. As I was heading to my car to go to work, I opened the door and realized that something wasn't right. My Stero was missing, so does my ipod and my wallet with copies of debit and credit card which I've never activated and for some reason I was keeping them in the glove compartment and my company cellphone was missing too. As the title says the first thing that crossed my mind was frustration and "OMG THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE" but I didnt know that I was the worst day of my life so far.
When I was at work I had to call the bank and cancel the credit and debit card which took me like 10 min , no biggie but the thing that was freaking bad was the fact that they used my credit card for gas. I was told that I was gonna get the money back so I'm not that worried anymore, later on I was been harassed by the amount of complains I received for at least 3 customers which was really helping out with keeping up the "AWESOME" day I was already going through.
Been 3pm already I decided to go out and grab some lunch, It didn't take me that much time to decide. I was heading towars a Chinese Buffete 5 blocks (gigantic one btw) from my work so while I was driving I was so freaked out about the credit card that I wasn't even driving right. I think that Dealing with this kind of pressure got me really messed up that I locked myself out of my car right after I parked and got out of the car.
Life couldn't be sweeter by then, for a moment I thought "what if i just grab a rock and break the freaking windows I'd totally do it right now GD" but no I guess I didn't have the guts to do it. I called my sis who btw works at a AutoShop and She sent somebody over to help me out. While I was waiting I was being overwhelmed by the look of highschool kids who for some weird reason where pretty much STARING at me, I guess they could see how messed up I was and they were feeling sorry.
15 min later Carlos arrived, He kinda tried pick the lock but It wouldn't work so He pulled out a flat bar and started pulling the locks up from the passenger window after 3min I had my car back.
After that episode, I went back to work feeling like anything could happen to me, so i called my gf and talked to er for like 2hrs which kinda helped like alot but decided to hung up and tried to get some rest.
Well It did kinda work and now I'm back here writing this stupid story just to let you guys know that I'm not giving up on my things I'm still buying my stuff back and Finally decided to work in this car for along time from now, I'll be uploading pictures eventually when I get some parts.
Worst Days ever , watch it out there.
For some reason this last couple weeks I've been feeling overwhelmed maybe for the amount of work or just because the amount of hours I put in everyweek which lead me to be more secure about my neighborhood and "NOT" taking care of my stuff anymore and not even the stuff I bring into my car like Company Cellphone, Keys, letters and things like that.
I've never been aware of thefts in my area but I knew I'd happen to me eventually, however I didn't payed much attention to it until the first bad thing happened to me on thursday morning. As I was heading to my car to go to work, I opened the door and realized that something wasn't right. My Stero was missing, so does my ipod and my wallet with copies of debit and credit card which I've never activated and for some reason I was keeping them in the glove compartment and my company cellphone was missing too. As the title says the first thing that crossed my mind was frustration and "OMG THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE" but I didnt know that I was the worst day of my life so far.
When I was at work I had to call the bank and cancel the credit and debit card which took me like 10 min , no biggie but the thing that was freaking bad was the fact that they used my credit card for gas. I was told that I was gonna get the money back so I'm not that worried anymore, later on I was been harassed by the amount of complains I received for at least 3 customers which was really helping out with keeping up the "AWESOME" day I was already going through.
Been 3pm already I decided to go out and grab some lunch, It didn't take me that much time to decide. I was heading towars a Chinese Buffete 5 blocks (gigantic one btw) from my work so while I was driving I was so freaked out about the credit card that I wasn't even driving right. I think that Dealing with this kind of pressure got me really messed up that I locked myself out of my car right after I parked and got out of the car.
Life couldn't be sweeter by then, for a moment I thought "what if i just grab a rock and break the freaking windows I'd totally do it right now GD" but no I guess I didn't have the guts to do it. I called my sis who btw works at a AutoShop and She sent somebody over to help me out. While I was waiting I was being overwhelmed by the look of highschool kids who for some weird reason where pretty much STARING at me, I guess they could see how messed up I was and they were feeling sorry.
15 min later Carlos arrived, He kinda tried pick the lock but It wouldn't work so He pulled out a flat bar and started pulling the locks up from the passenger window after 3min I had my car back.
After that episode, I went back to work feeling like anything could happen to me, so i called my gf and talked to er for like 2hrs which kinda helped like alot but decided to hung up and tried to get some rest.
Well It did kinda work and now I'm back here writing this stupid story just to let you guys know that I'm not giving up on my things I'm still buying my stuff back and Finally decided to work in this car for along time from now, I'll be uploading pictures eventually when I get some parts.
Worst Days ever , watch it out there.
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